Wic Wac Woe

Monday, March 28, 2011

my midnight dream

I'm surrounded by people, going on with their day. I'm lost so I try and ask where I am. When I look at them I see that they have no face, where is their faces? I yell out, they can't hear me. Why can't they hear me? I reach out, they can't feel me. Why can't they feel me? I look up, the world is on fire, the flames are so hot. These "people" don't burn, I'm going to burn. The fire closes in, I close my eyes. I sense death standing beside me. Death touches me.

Tuesday, November 30, 2010


Nobody to hear my cries for help
                                                                                                Nobody to come and rescue me
                                                                                To rescue me from myself
They leave me alone
                                                To torched myself
                                To torment and tease
Bully and beat
Ridicule and repeat
All by myself
                                                No villain
                                                                No bully
                                                                                Just evil in myself
                                                                                                The evil put there
                                                                                                                By someone else
I have destroyed myself
                                                                                And I didn’t need
Anyone’s help
All on my own
                                All by myself
                Thrown in the closet
Forgotten on the shelf

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

The Silenced Voice

he says I love you
why did you break me?
while she says nothing

she wants to say something
but lacks the courage to speak

she wants to say
you don't have to do this
I can help you through
we can rise above all
that tears us apart
and fix our damaged hearts

or to say
I didn't mean to hurt you
I ran away because I
have never cared about anyone
as close to as much as
I care about you

or maybe to say
pick up that bottle and
take another swig
I don't care if you
put down the gun
or if you pull the trigger
because I'm nothing without you

the one thing she wants
to say most is
i love you too
but she doesn't
she remains silent
until the shot rings out
into the night air

the realisation of what he has done
suddenly hits him and
he points the gun in another direction...

When they meet up in heaven
she simply asks him why
and all he replies is
because you stayed silent

Breaking Me

whispers in the wind
shame me into silence
keeping me from speaking words
that try and escape my throat

it goes ignored
forever they whisper
their words stab me
making me bleed
bleeding till there is
no blood left to spill

the blood seeps into the sheets
soaking the world in red
and i blame them

they are the reason
that i am trapped
with no way out

they are the reason
suppression suffocates me
and leaves me choking
on my breath

they are the reason
i am cursed to live
forever dying